It’s Okay To Feel That Way Sometimes

He asked the Lord, “Why have you brought this trouble on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me?

Numbers 11:5

In the last two days, we have been examining the complaints of the Israelites. First about meat and then later they began to reminisce about the life they lived in Egypt altogether. They started wondering if their new found freedom was worth it in the first place. Yet, Moses as a leader was right in the middle of all those complaints, just imagine how he must have felt; honestly, leadership is not for the fainthearted. 

As the Israelites continue complaining about their circumstances in the wilderness, longing for the comforts they had enjoyed in Egypt. This murmuring not only affected the morale of the people but also weighed heavily on Moses.

Feeling overwhelmed by the complaints of the people, Moses turned to the Lord in vulnerability, expressing his frustrations and questioning why he had been burdened with the responsibility of leading such a discontented group. In his moment of weakness, Moses cried out to God, seeking understanding and relief from the weight of his leadership role.

As we reflect on Moses’ experience, we are reminded that managing people, whether in a family, workplace, or community setting, can be challenging and exhausting. The attitudes, actions, and reactions of those we lead can sometimes leave us feeling drained and discouraged, questioning our abilities and even our calling.

However, rather than taking out our frustrations on those around us or bottling up our emotions, we can follow Moses’ example and turn to God in vulnerability. God invites us to pour out our hearts to Him, sharing our struggles, doubts, and fears openly and honestly.

In Psalm 62:8, David encourages us to “Trust in him at all times, you people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.” When we bring our burdens and concerns before the Lord, He offers us His strength, comfort, and wisdom to navigate through difficult situations.

In our moments of weakness and weariness, let us not hesitate to turn to God in prayer, laying our burdens at His feet and trusting Him to provide the strength and guidance we need. May we find solace in His presence and reassurance in His promises, knowing that He is able to sustain us and empower us to fulfill the roles and responsibilities He has entrusted to us.

PRAYER

Heavenly Father, thank you for being my refuge and strength in times of trouble. Help me to be vulnerable before you, sharing my struggles and burdens openly and honestly. Grant me your wisdom and strength to lead and manage others with grace and compassion, even in the face of challenges and opposition, in Jesus’ name.